Update of my life:D

Hi guys. After a long hiatus, i'm back! *waves* Hahahaha.

Actually i wanna know who reads my blog, my stats are not bad although this blog is dying lolol. Sooo please comment if you're reading! Yay :D

Sian, can't change my font color to make it more readable :( maybe i should just bold everything cuz everything will become black!

okie, anyway, back to my life...

recently has been okay, during the holidays i worked at SUBWAY expo and changi city point. Made awesome friends, my most close is jessica :DDD

The experience was wow, from very nice to very nasty managers. But overall it was okay, my colleagues were all sooo friendly haha lol maybe not at the start cuz i was kinda shy and anti social :x

Anyways still working now... enjoying my subway every now and then. Always love chicken breast because it makes me feel healthy :D

hmmm.... then recently i took up an elective called classical music, it was okay and i really learnt quite alot and can appreciate olden music more haha! thank God for friends in class like trevors and xinmin :)

then recently the band has been busy preparing for Rondeau XXIX. something happened and i don't really wish to say it out here cux i know people can see~ but nvm over le.

lol ok just realize my life is really boring. haixxx... went back to being crazy with high school love on again! haha. lol the story so cute and funny and romantic and sad at the same time *heartshape eyes*

tomorrow will be eating 6 flavours korean BBQ at NTUalmuni clubhouse with henry! yay can't wait hahahah. recently i've been on this diet thingy but these 2 days i cannot help but eat fried food/snacks. :( like today the temptation to eat calbee seaweed was so strong. i went home after buying lunch and after eating lunch, chiong down to buy it. without even bringing my phone. lol rare rare.

OH YA DID I MENTION ABOUT ARTS FIESTA. haha so anyway the first arts fiesta i performed for this year was for strings! as percussionist lolol with laoshi, francis and bren. haha. it was okay and i really enjoyed playing for them! All of them were so friendly and nice and warm. think if you ask any of them come band they won't feel the same leh. dk haha. must ask amirul.

then the second one i performed was of course for band la! haha. as a percussionist also. bonded so much with my section that i really love them now. :) they are really my motivation to come for band every time although they always don't turn up :(

but its okay willing to do anything for them! haha. even things that i won't do normally in the past. but anway back to AF, was really fun and a great experience! like all the songs so freaking nice, totoro, prof alex, jap graf, beauty and the beast and frozen. too bad perc didnt have ensemble if not will be more fun!

And was tasked to host the vice principal. lolol. she was really nice haha and she is like a big fan of band la :) (me in the future).

and today spent almost my whole day in bed, except lunch and dinner, either watching drama or doing work. life is good like that but once in awhile only.

So many commitments.. either school, band, subway or church. Very tiring but i also find such life very fulfilling :)

if you are reading my blog, i sincerely want to thank you! becox u bother to read my boring life haha.

xoxo,
xena ^^

Sing joy in The Lord

I know that through difficult times like this, God will carry me through. My God is a faithful God and he protects those who fears Him. 

I was praying for strength and joy this morning because of some things. 

Amazingly, I could feel peace in my heart and am not troubled by the thing that was bothering me. 

This issue is quite worrisome since I usually only see it in dramas and wun expect it to happen to me. 

However after praying for strength and joy, God talks to me through this passage:

Sing for joy in the Lord, O you righteous ones; Praise is becoming to the upright. Give thanks to the Lord with the lyre; Sing praises to Him with a harp of ten strings. Sing to Him a new song; Play skillfully with a shout of joy. For the word of the Lord is upright, And all His work is done in faithfulness. (Psalms 33:1-4 NASB)

How beautiful and encouraging is this passage. God is telling me not to worry about what it is to come, but sing joy in The Lord, give thanks and play skilfully with a shout of joy. 

All the word of God is upright and all Hos work is done in faithfulness. 神会保守我，交托神，不必惧怕 :)

Trust in The Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. - Proverbs 3:5 

Traumatic experience

HI GUYSSSSSS

Woah I'm so excited to blog because i went to see the stats of my blog and somehow the stats shot up hehehe and it's like not my own visit because there's like Android and Linux and Safari etc yay!

So anyway there's nothing much that happened today... I kinda find talking about my life on my blog will make other people "sian" cause firstly it's not about them and secondly it's not really interesting. :(

LOLOL anyway today i attempted to cook chicken soup and it turns out to be not bad! :D (no photos though) However I was sooooo shocked by the chicken because it's head was still intact. So during the whole chicken process i was like talking to the chicken like

"ehhhh, are you still alive???"

"i better get rid of your head so i feel better."

"T___T I'M SO SCARED TO TOUCH YOU WHAT IF YOU ARE NOT DEAD YET??"

Lol but i know these are strange remarks since the chicken was not moving haha. BUT I'M STILL V SCARED because idk the head is still there.. kinda makes me feel like a murderer. :(

Then after I got rid of the head (yay to me) THE FEET APPEARED AND I CHUA TIO AGAIN.

Haha I should have snap photos of the process but I was too afraid to even look at the chicken, how to take photos? But I can proudly say that I am no longer scared of chicken head & feet since I removed them today. :)

Anyway I've been doing this 100 happy days thingy on instagram and its so hard I QUIT. lolol. That's because I always forget to do it at night and drag till the next morning which is like very frustrating la cause i can't keep track and stuff.

Also, it makes me feel like an attention seeker and spammer since my posts are usually quite long and it revolves around food (usually), oh and my phone camera sucks so i think they are not quite instagram worthy? :(

Something to add to my wishlist: NEW CAMERA SO I CAN CAMWHORE.

okay.. end of my random chicken experience post and i hope i can keep the stats going cuz it will keep me motivated ^_^

Hello everyone,

So after a longgggg hiatus i decided to come and blog again haha!

i was reading yiying's blog and all the old posts and i miss her sooo much :( i wish she would come back to church. She's such a fun and bubbly and lovable girl and i think we all miss her very much.

I remember when i first saw her i was like really really scared of her because she looks damn fierce haha but after that we gradually got closer and i think she's super funny and weird (sometimes) haha but she's damn good to me la.

Was looking through my phone contacts and sadly after changing many phones I lost her number :( And i think it would be awkward to talk to her on facebook? in case she doesn't reply (sobs) but i think she will la haha.

Maybe the only thing i can do now is to keep her in prayers and really pray that she keeps her faith in God and soon come back to church again after putting down the past and really know the purpose of coming to church - to worship God and serve Him (不看人，不看环境）

I just want to emphasize that i missssssss her like crazy and she is definitely someone that has made an impact in my life:) i wish she could read this but i don't think she even knows my blog? haha.

1.28AM now... time to sleep.. bye guys! zzz

Henry 宝贝

We must always keep our focus on God, 在主爱中成长! 彼此相爱! 爱神爱人! 😊

God will make a way.

God will forgive us. He doesn't promise that we'll always escape the consequences of our wrong choices, but he does promise that he'll always forgive us and cleanse us.

When we make a wrong choice, the best way to respond is not to run, but to repent, to admit our sin, and to seek God's forgiveness.

Today i confessed my wrongdoing, i prayed for guidance. Prayed for direction. God makes a way. I really thank God for all the people in my life. King of kings, Majesty, dying for me, exceeding grace for an undeserving guy like me. I pray to love Him deeper and deeper in life. And i ought to work for Him. 求主給我一顆心，为你而活。我愿意降服。

I John 2:1 NKJV

My little children, these things I write to you, so that you may not sin. And if anyone sins, we have an Advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous.

I used to think that it was okay to Sin because I have an advocate with the Father. And as long as I confess even if it is insincere God would forgive me. So I continue to lead a sinful life. But after I have been found was God brought me back to him again, I truly understand the reason why Jesus Christ must be our advocate. God does not want us to sin. He hates it when we sin. And he gets very upset every time we sin. Because he loves us so much he does not want us to face the torment of hell. So he gave his one and only Son for us. As the song goes 有一位神,高坐在荣耀的宝座,却死在十架挽救人堕落。 God does not want me to sin. So I shouldn't use Jesus my advocate as an excuse to sin. If u love a person. You would not want to do anything that make the person you love upset. So if I truly believe in Christ and love God. I should do my best not to sin. :)

Delight in the Lord. And wait upon Him.

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Patience?

11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.12 Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. 14 I will be found by you,” declares the Lord, “and will bring you back from captivity.[b] I will gather you from all the nations and places where I have banished you,” declares the Lord, “and will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into exile.”
Jeremiah 29:11-14

God always has the best plan for us. He will not harm us and he knows what is the best for us. God promises us that he will listen to our prayers too so we should not stop praying no matter how hard the situation is. Lean not to our own understanding but we should submit to him, only then can we find true joy and happiness.

5 Trust in the Lord with all your heart
    and lean not on your own understanding;
6 in all your ways submit to him,
    and he will make your paths straight.[a]

Proverbs 3:5-6

We should also seek Him with all our hearts, not half-hearted. I'm sure i would be quite upset if God does his promises half-heartedly. God should be my priority above all things and all things will fall nicely. Studies, relationships, band, family, friends. 

我 们 晓 得 万 事 都 互 相 效 力 ， 叫 爱 神 的 人 得 益 处 ， 就 是 按 他 旨 意 被 召 的 人 。

Therefore, i should be patient and seek even greater patience from God so that I will not sway towards worldly pleasures, Lord please let me be patient, because I know you have your own time to do what is best for me.