hi. guys.
life has been pretty mundane.
should i private this blog? i mean nobody even reads it.
i think i should just private it and rant everything and just write the names down.
okay i should.
but like that nobody knows what i'm doing.
i'm like practically talking to myself.
gosh. to private or not private. alright i shall.

cause all that's waiting is regret.

Hi guys^^. So after being missing for so long, i've decided to come back again after eight months. Been choosing between tumblr and blogger, and i realize blogger is way easier to use and i've got more post in it, a total of 204 posts! o.o

Actually, i blog for my own satisfaction. I don't expect anyone to read it and i guess nobody does anyway. I'd love pictures but i'm just plain lazy to upload it to blogger. Recently life has been fine, except that i have a penguin now. Things have just been going wrong ever since the day i've accepted him. I have a big problem now which i really don't know what to do. I wonder if i can ever understand my penguin.

What do you actually want from me? can you please tell me? i don't want so much tears to just be with you. All i want is just to be happy even if it means i have to leave you. Can you please tell me what to do? don't leave me hanging on the damn string that you will let go any time. PLEASE. Luckily, i still have some friends to confide to like my hamster hehe. im saying these because i know nobody reads my blog :)

I really wish i can find someone who loves me, It is meaningless to be in a relationship if you don't understand the person at all and feel insecure all the time right? i mean like, its just pointless lor.

HELLO! Decided to come back to blog. Cause apparently i'm bored. haha. maybe only today ba. Chemistry was a torture today, Miss Ong brought in those atom structures and those things look like beehive. i got freaked out like damn terribly. Went home and check on that particular phobia, its called Trypophobia. LOL. And another i realised, LOTS OF PEOPLE HAVE THAT PHOBIA, so i'm not the only weird one. haha. :D School is fine for the past 3 months. SYF coming up in.. 9 days? been working hard to practice and practice so most prob won't screw up during SYF. hehe. Dozing off infront of computer. AND MY INTERNET HAS PROBLEM WTF. oh yeahh~ and i keep missing the bus nowadays, seriously luh -.-