God will make a way.

God will forgive us. He doesn't promise that we'll always escape the consequences of our wrong choices, but he does promise that he'll always forgive us and cleanse us.

When we make a wrong choice, the best way to respond is not to run, but to repent, to admit our sin, and to seek God's forgiveness.

Today i confessed my wrongdoing, i prayed for guidance. Prayed for direction. God makes a way. I really thank God for all the people in my life. King of kings, Majesty, dying for me, exceeding grace for an undeserving guy like me. I pray to love Him deeper and deeper in life. And i ought to work for Him. 求主給我一顆心，为你而活。我愿意降服。

I John 2:1 NKJV

My little children, these things I write to you, so that you may not sin. And if anyone sins, we have an Advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous.

I used to think that it was okay to Sin because I have an advocate with the Father. And as long as I confess even if it is insincere God would forgive me. So I continue to lead a sinful life. But after I have been found was God brought me back to him again, I truly understand the reason why Jesus Christ must be our advocate. God does not want us to sin. He hates it when we sin. And he gets very upset every time we sin. Because he loves us so much he does not want us to face the torment of hell. So he gave his one and only Son for us. As the song goes 有一位神,高坐在荣耀的宝座,却死在十架挽救人堕落。 God does not want me to sin. So I shouldn't use Jesus my advocate as an excuse to sin. If u love a person. You would not want to do anything that make the person you love upset. So if I truly believe in Christ and love God. I should do my best not to sin. :)

Delight in the Lord. And wait upon Him.

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Patience?

11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.12 Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. 14 I will be found by you,” declares the Lord, “and will bring you back from captivity.[b] I will gather you from all the nations and places where I have banished you,” declares the Lord, “and will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into exile.”
Jeremiah 29:11-14

God always has the best plan for us. He will not harm us and he knows what is the best for us. God promises us that he will listen to our prayers too so we should not stop praying no matter how hard the situation is. Lean not to our own understanding but we should submit to him, only then can we find true joy and happiness.

5 Trust in the Lord with all your heart
    and lean not on your own understanding;
6 in all your ways submit to him,
    and he will make your paths straight.[a]

Proverbs 3:5-6

We should also seek Him with all our hearts, not half-hearted. I'm sure i would be quite upset if God does his promises half-heartedly. God should be my priority above all things and all things will fall nicely. Studies, relationships, band, family, friends. 

我 们 晓 得 万 事 都 互 相 效 力 ， 叫 爱 神 的 人 得 益 处 ， 就 是 按 他 旨 意 被 召 的 人 。

Therefore, i should be patient and seek even greater patience from God so that I will not sway towards worldly pleasures, Lord please let me be patient, because I know you have your own time to do what is best for me.