Its been 7 days..

i don't know why, but i miss you a lot, friend. i know i shouldn't be, but i really have no idea why i miss you. Sometimes, i can't help but go to your profile, and see what new things you have, whether you still talk about me, whether you still remember me.. i know you're quite temperamental sometimes but why does this happen, i mean, we were so close like just 5 days before, and then everything changed. Sherman told me i shouldn't care, but i really can't, all the time in band, i feel that i should talk to you, but i already made up my mind, i really cannot take this. its like, sometimes, memories of us just flash back, it just hurts so much to lose you, i remember the first time, i ask you about your hair, then i don't know how we can suddenly become so close, and just 4 months later, everything is back to the beginning. i have so much to say, i have so much i want to tell you, but i don't know if you ever want to talk to me again, i really don't know, i miss you...