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HI GUYS

 I am back after 2 years!!!!!! LOOOL
this blog still surviving ah, even after 10 years hahahaha

ok so in the course of these 2 years,
I graduated from Ngee Ann Poly, joined ngee ann alumni band, went to SIM marketing and GRADUATED FROM SIM LMAOOOOOOOO

so like I graduated from 2 schools within the course of these 2 years?????? LMAO
okay now I'm like umm playing habbo *coughs* going for band and um like finding a job. I'm might just start on my own drop shipping business haha.

I also bought a piano recently, from ezbuy.. HAHAHA and it's so gooood I wish I played it more often tho ;-;

okay mmm, what else to update, o ya rondeau this Saturday LOL is like every post I write recently is always about rondeau hor WTH I only missed last year's one lmaolmao

OKay. update of my life!!! :D

wah this blog the skin quite hard to see... shall change it soon.

went for band for the whole of last week! it was quite tiring but also very fulfilling la... learned new warmup techniques from Brenson, and it kind of motivates me to be a better player in a way..

other than that, went to gym with Gladys as well. it was fun! with her and her friends. Ryan, Law, TS, Raynold, Desmond, Wenhui, Shook yi, Yan yu, Samuel, got one girl i forgot the name....... oops.

really hope that going for gym will help! and also i have been eating quite healthily. like don't really feel like eating at night which is a good thing!

hmm, what else... many projects due. But thank God for my lovely group, amanda, joie, darius, jerry. they are really fun and dependable. Especially joie. and recently darius just broke his leg so kept getting free ride from him home LOLOL!

Rondeau XXX is next saturday! if you are reading this and you're free, do head down to Singapore Conference Hall, 23 January 2016, 7.30pm!

How to love a friend

How to love a friend? i realize that i can be quite a bad friend sometimes, and i really need to learn how to love a friend and be a good friend to others.

How to love a friend

1. Understand friendship
- respect, accept and appreciate each other
- fully accepting another individual

2. Learn how to be a good friend
- don't take this friendship for granted
- put your friend's needs ahead of yours
- be available for your friend even if its inconvenient for you
- be the kind of friend you would like to have

3. Resolve conflicts in your friendship
- don't be afraid to talk about it
- put yourself in your friend's shoe
- keep your tone conversational and respectful

4. Protect and respect your friend
- commit to caring for his emotions and supporting him
- protect friend from own selfishness
e.g. if you really wanna see this new movie, you know your friend has an early appointment, don't pressure them. instead support your friend and reschedule for a more convenient time to see the movie (UNDERSTAND THEM LIKE HOW U WANNA BE UNDERSTOOD)

5. Respect your friend
- even when he's not around
- avoid starting gossipy conversations be firm in redirecting or stopping such discussions if they start (learn from nigel, see the good in everyone)
- your friend should be able to trust you with his vulnerabilities

Rondeau :D

WAVES. WELCOME TO BORING BLOG POST 101.

okay not so boring there is picture okay.

HAHA SO Rondeau XXIX ended like 2 weeks ago. SOBS. I love my section so muchhhh i wish it would stay in this form forever :(((( but i believe Eulin and weehao will come back as alumni and help out righttt hehehe <3 <3 <3

Rondeau was damn awesome la its like a stress free concert man compared to other concerts i had. and i must seriously say although i was damn nervous and sian about the arrival of rondeau i had FUN and it passed so quickly T_T

i want to have section gathering and all but i scared i may appear to clingy/despo HAHA.
okay Rondeau aside, tmr is my SOM paper LOL idk why am i still blogging here. perhaps because i finish studying :D 1 more week+ to the end of papers and the beginning of CNY. i. seriously. can't.wait. :D This blogger is very exposive and i can't blog much. if you wanna read some private diary of mine, you can contact me at xenakhoo@gmail.com ^_^

adios!

arts fiesta !!

cries

Update of my life:D

Hi guys. After a long hiatus, i'm back! *waves* Hahahaha.

Actually i wanna know who reads my blog, my stats are not bad although this blog is dying lolol. Sooo please comment if you're reading! Yay :D

Sian, can't change my font color to make it more readable :( maybe i should just bold everything cuz everything will become black!

okie, anyway, back to my life...

recently has been okay, during the holidays i worked at SUBWAY expo and changi city point. Made awesome friends, my most close is jessica :DDD

The experience was wow, from very nice to very nasty managers. But overall it was okay, my colleagues were all sooo friendly haha lol maybe not at the start cuz i was kinda shy and anti social :x

Anyways still working now... enjoying my subway every now and then. Always love chicken breast because it makes me feel healthy :D

hmmm.... then recently i took up an elective called classical music, it was okay and i really learnt quite alot and can appreciate olden music more haha! thank God for friends in class like trevors and xinmin :)

then recently the band has been busy preparing for Rondeau XXIX. something happened and i don't really wish to say it out here cux i know people can see~ but nvm over le.

lol ok just realize my life is really boring. haixxx... went back to being crazy with high school love on again! haha. lol the story so cute and funny and romantic and sad at the same time *heartshape eyes*

tomorrow will be eating 6 flavours korean BBQ at NTUalmuni clubhouse with henry! yay can't wait hahahah. recently i've been on this diet thingy but these 2 days i cannot help but eat fried food/snacks. :( like today the temptation to eat calbee seaweed was so strong. i went home after buying lunch and after eating lunch, chiong down to buy it. without even bringing my phone. lol rare rare.

OH YA DID I MENTION ABOUT ARTS FIESTA. haha so anyway the first arts fiesta i performed for this year was for strings! as percussionist lolol with laoshi, francis and bren. haha. it was okay and i really enjoyed playing for them! All of them were so friendly and nice and warm. think if you ask any of them come band they won't feel the same leh. dk haha. must ask amirul.

then the second one i performed was of course for band la! haha. as a percussionist also. bonded so much with my section that i really love them now. :) they are really my motivation to come for band every time although they always don't turn up :(

but its okay willing to do anything for them! haha. even things that i won't do normally in the past. but anway back to AF, was really fun and a great experience! like all the songs so freaking nice, totoro, prof alex, jap graf, beauty and the beast and frozen. too bad perc didnt have ensemble if not will be more fun!

And was tasked to host the vice principal. lolol. she was really nice haha and she is like a big fan of band la :) (me in the future).

and today spent almost my whole day in bed, except lunch and dinner, either watching drama or doing work. life is good like that but once in awhile only.

So many commitments.. either school, band, subway or church. Very tiring but i also find such life very fulfilling :)

if you are reading my blog, i sincerely want to thank you! becox u bother to read my boring life haha.

xoxo,
xena ^^

Sing joy in The Lord

I know that through difficult times like this, God will carry me through. My God is a faithful God and he protects those who fears Him. 

I was praying for strength and joy this morning because of some things. 

Amazingly, I could feel peace in my heart and am not troubled by the thing that was bothering me. 

This issue is quite worrisome since I usually only see it in dramas and wun expect it to happen to me. 

However after praying for strength and joy, God talks to me through this passage:

Sing for joy in the Lord, O you righteous ones; Praise is becoming to the upright. Give thanks to the Lord with the lyre; Sing praises to Him with a harp of ten strings. Sing to Him a new song; Play skillfully with a shout of joy. For the word of the Lord is upright, And all His work is done in faithfulness. (Psalms 33:1-4 NASB)

How beautiful and encouraging is this passage. God is telling me not to worry about what it is to come, but sing joy in The Lord, give thanks and play skilfully with a shout of joy. 

All the word of God is upright and all Hos work is done in faithfulness. 神会保守我，交托神，不必惧怕 :)

Trust in The Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. - Proverbs 3:5 

Traumatic experience

HI GUYSSSSSS

Woah I'm so excited to blog because i went to see the stats of my blog and somehow the stats shot up hehehe and it's like not my own visit because there's like Android and Linux and Safari etc yay!

So anyway there's nothing much that happened today... I kinda find talking about my life on my blog will make other people "sian" cause firstly it's not about them and secondly it's not really interesting. :(

LOLOL anyway today i attempted to cook chicken soup and it turns out to be not bad! :D (no photos though) However I was sooooo shocked by the chicken because it's head was still intact. So during the whole chicken process i was like talking to the chicken like

"ehhhh, are you still alive???"

"i better get rid of your head so i feel better."

"T___T I'M SO SCARED TO TOUCH YOU WHAT IF YOU ARE NOT DEAD YET??"

Lol but i know these are strange remarks since the chicken was not moving haha. BUT I'M STILL V SCARED because idk the head is still there.. kinda makes me feel like a murderer. :(

Then after I got rid of the head (yay to me) THE FEET APPEARED AND I CHUA TIO AGAIN.

Haha I should have snap photos of the process but I was too afraid to even look at the chicken, how to take photos? But I can proudly say that I am no longer scared of chicken head & feet since I removed them today. :)

Anyway I've been doing this 100 happy days thingy on instagram and its so hard I QUIT. lolol. That's because I always forget to do it at night and drag till the next morning which is like very frustrating la cause i can't keep track and stuff.

Also, it makes me feel like an attention seeker and spammer since my posts are usually quite long and it revolves around food (usually), oh and my phone camera sucks so i think they are not quite instagram worthy? :(

Something to add to my wishlist: NEW CAMERA SO I CAN CAMWHORE.

okay.. end of my random chicken experience post and i hope i can keep the stats going cuz it will keep me motivated ^_^

Hello everyone,

So after a longgggg hiatus i decided to come and blog again haha!

i was reading yiying's blog and all the old posts and i miss her sooo much :( i wish she would come back to church. She's such a fun and bubbly and lovable girl and i think we all miss her very much.

I remember when i first saw her i was like really really scared of her because she looks damn fierce haha but after that we gradually got closer and i think she's super funny and weird (sometimes) haha but she's damn good to me la.

Was looking through my phone contacts and sadly after changing many phones I lost her number :( And i think it would be awkward to talk to her on facebook? in case she doesn't reply (sobs) but i think she will la haha.

Maybe the only thing i can do now is to keep her in prayers and really pray that she keeps her faith in God and soon come back to church again after putting down the past and really know the purpose of coming to church - to worship God and serve Him (不看人，不看环境）

I just want to emphasize that i missssssss her like crazy and she is definitely someone that has made an impact in my life:) i wish she could read this but i don't think she even knows my blog? haha.

1.28AM now... time to sleep.. bye guys! zzz

Henry 宝贝

We must always keep our focus on God, 在主爱中成长! 彼此相爱! 爱神爱人! 😊

God will make a way.

God will forgive us. He doesn't promise that we'll always escape the consequences of our wrong choices, but he does promise that he'll always forgive us and cleanse us.

When we make a wrong choice, the best way to respond is not to run, but to repent, to admit our sin, and to seek God's forgiveness.

Today i confessed my wrongdoing, i prayed for guidance. Prayed for direction. God makes a way. I really thank God for all the people in my life. King of kings, Majesty, dying for me, exceeding grace for an undeserving guy like me. I pray to love Him deeper and deeper in life. And i ought to work for Him. 求主給我一顆心，为你而活。我愿意降服。

I John 2:1 NKJV

My little children, these things I write to you, so that you may not sin. And if anyone sins, we have an Advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous.

I used to think that it was okay to Sin because I have an advocate with the Father. And as long as I confess even if it is insincere God would forgive me. So I continue to lead a sinful life. But after I have been found was God brought me back to him again, I truly understand the reason why Jesus Christ must be our advocate. God does not want us to sin. He hates it when we sin. And he gets very upset every time we sin. Because he loves us so much he does not want us to face the torment of hell. So he gave his one and only Son for us. As the song goes 有一位神,高坐在荣耀的宝座,却死在十架挽救人堕落。 God does not want me to sin. So I shouldn't use Jesus my advocate as an excuse to sin. If u love a person. You would not want to do anything that make the person you love upset. So if I truly believe in Christ and love God. I should do my best not to sin. :)

Delight in the Lord. And wait upon Him.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WPxZVCflpTs&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Patience?

11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.12 Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. 14 I will be found by you,” declares the Lord, “and will bring you back from captivity.[b] I will gather you from all the nations and places where I have banished you,” declares the Lord, “and will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into exile.”
Jeremiah 29:11-14

God always has the best plan for us. He will not harm us and he knows what is the best for us. God promises us that he will listen to our prayers too so we should not stop praying no matter how hard the situation is. Lean not to our own understanding but we should submit to him, only then can we find true joy and happiness.

5 Trust in the Lord with all your heart
    and lean not on your own understanding;
6 in all your ways submit to him,
    and he will make your paths straight.[a]

Proverbs 3:5-6

We should also seek Him with all our hearts, not half-hearted. I'm sure i would be quite upset if God does his promises half-heartedly. God should be my priority above all things and all things will fall nicely. Studies, relationships, band, family, friends. 

我 们 晓 得 万 事 都 互 相 效 力 ， 叫 爱 神 的 人 得 益 处 ， 就 是 按 他 旨 意 被 召 的 人 。

Therefore, i should be patient and seek even greater patience from God so that I will not sway towards worldly pleasures, Lord please let me be patient, because I know you have your own time to do what is best for me.

:)

Went for camp for the past 3 days. I am glad to say, through this camp, God brought me back to him. Thank you God for finding me when I was lost.

Anyway back to the camp, I really learnt how to love people. Even if that person is "not lovable" you still have to love him. Because you are unlovable and unworthy of God too, but he still loves you unconditionally.

And my faith is reaffirmed. Christ the Lord is my savior. :) never felt happier.

Henry is so handsome!

Henry is so handsome and cute!

Christmas eve ^^

Hihi everyone. It's christmas eve!! it's the time of the season to be joyful yay *-*



Today was a nice day! spent the day with Henry finding new specs because mine broke. He was choosing between the pixelated one and the limboseng specs haha. in the end we figured out that the limboseng specs makes him look more 帅. yeah! And due to my ridiculously high astigmatism,  I couldn't make a new specs, if not i would have bought the harry potter's one haha so i changed the frame which cost about $40, reasonable? After that we just went to TM to "slack" lol and henry was reading this blog hahahah i was so childish trying to act mature in typing last time i can't even stand myself?
Anyway went to yc laoshi's house in the evening! Baoyu laoshi cook christmasyyy dinner for us :p Everything was nice and anan and juju really grew up so much, and they were so welcoming! :) Like i haven't seen them in so long and they were so nice to me and all *aww*. and anan forgot my name after like... 15minutes? lol sad. But they were still very cute and very welcoming ahh *melts*. I think the visit was a really nice one and yc's new house is really pretty and "dream-house" like. haha! i still remember when juju and anan were so small and chubby and cute they were really very adorable and it is really nice to watch them grow up. I hope that they would grow up to be good christians like their parents :)

Anyway, Christmas is TOMORROW! I forgot how i actually celebrated christmas last year... oh no i have such poor memory :( This year Christmas i would be celebrating in church again. Really looking forward to it. I really enjoy going church and being close to God again lol I feel like i want to know God more and not go to church for the sake of it. so, yay to me! And camp in a few more days~ really tight and busy schedule i know God will take care of me :)

hi. guys.
life has been pretty mundane.
should i private this blog? i mean nobody even reads it.
i think i should just private it and rant everything and just write the names down.
okay i should.
but like that nobody knows what i'm doing.
i'm like practically talking to myself.
gosh. to private or not private. alright i shall.

cause all that's waiting is regret.

Hi guys^^. So after being missing for so long, i've decided to come back again after eight months. Been choosing between tumblr and blogger, and i realize blogger is way easier to use and i've got more post in it, a total of 204 posts! o.o

Actually, i blog for my own satisfaction. I don't expect anyone to read it and i guess nobody does anyway. I'd love pictures but i'm just plain lazy to upload it to blogger. Recently life has been fine, except that i have a penguin now. Things have just been going wrong ever since the day i've accepted him. I have a big problem now which i really don't know what to do. I wonder if i can ever understand my penguin.

What do you actually want from me? can you please tell me? i don't want so much tears to just be with you. All i want is just to be happy even if it means i have to leave you. Can you please tell me what to do? don't leave me hanging on the damn string that you will let go any time. PLEASE. Luckily, i still have some friends to confide to like my hamster hehe. im saying these because i know nobody reads my blog :)

I really wish i can find someone who loves me, It is meaningless to be in a relationship if you don't understand the person at all and feel insecure all the time right? i mean like, its just pointless lor.

HELLO! Decided to come back to blog. Cause apparently i'm bored. haha. maybe only today ba. Chemistry was a torture today, Miss Ong brought in those atom structures and those things look like beehive. i got freaked out like damn terribly. Went home and check on that particular phobia, its called Trypophobia. LOL. And another i realised, LOTS OF PEOPLE HAVE THAT PHOBIA, so i'm not the only weird one. haha. :D School is fine for the past 3 months. SYF coming up in.. 9 days? been working hard to practice and practice so most prob won't screw up during SYF. hehe. Dozing off infront of computer. AND MY INTERNET HAS PROBLEM WTF. oh yeahh~ and i keep missing the bus nowadays, seriously luh -.-