hi. :D been a long time since i last updated yeah?

Just came back from camp. arghh. haha.

overall the day was kind of fun, everyone bonded and everything (:

the night.. hmmm, thats another question.

we got the best class award! hehehehe.

so when we were going home, i was like sitting at the back with all of them.

then got the toffee mah, the girls wanted to pass from the back.

then is like they pass here already

ziquan: let me eat finish first, later i give you all

then the girls keep shouting "take one! take one!"

so yeah fine loh they took one.

then is like when reach there then no more already.

the girls blame them say why they eat so many.

but only have a bit of toffee inside leh.

then claira shouted

"you all want to eat, still eat so many, eat so many still throw wrapper inside"

then all the boys show their wrappers LOL. cute lah

then haziq damn pekcek, hahaha.

thenthen i was fixing my retarded bag.
then daniel see me fix so xinku then offered to help.
so ummm i just look at one angle to see how he is doing my bag

behind there was idris.

idris: eh xena, why you staring at daniel.

me: what the heck, im not even looking at him.

a few minutes later, i was ummm getting closer to daniel i admit, abit only

idris: eh xena, why are you so close(must he emphasize this) to daniel.

me: SO CLOSE? o.O

then ziquan & rajeev was talking bout some white and black.

hahahah it was funny lah.

then dinesh's sleeping bag.. ummm one part was coming out

me: dinesh, can u push that in? it looks damn wrong.

dinesh: what is so wrong about it?

me: don't know, it just look damn wrong.

idris: aiyo xena thinking sick ah.

everybody: oh xena.....

me: oh shut up....

then after that nabil keep disturbing me loh.

nabil: eh daniel sleeping so comfortable cause xena beside him.

then he damn bad sia

nabil: he in lalaland destroying all the plants.

then ziquan and daniel had some commotion or smth.

haha say what if don't do what then must strip

then aft that daniel say he rather strip but what is strip.

then they started saying what birthday suit

what the suit you go and bathe with.

then after that daniel sleeping mah.

so i just look outside the window.

idris: oh xena, why you look at daniel.

me: idris... you're so observant -pause awhile- of me :D

idris: i from here cannot see anything, your hands can be anywhere.

me: what the hell.

so after that we did our own things.

nabil: eh xena, you the warrior princess ah, the one who got one breast cut off, no offence no offence.

-starts imitating arrows going in-

then everybody started laughing.

me: o.O ... -looking at my hands-

nabil: -go down and look at my face- eh don't bully her ah, later she cry.

me: ...

nabil: serious serious, don't cry.

then after awhile..

me: idris! take out your specs :D

nabil: eh later he take out his specs then you will go "idris so hot! idris so hot!"

me: what the.. IDRIS TAKE OUT YOUR SPECS!

idris: nonononono -starts giggling-

then idris very cute loh, keep saying

"rajeev, can you sleep properly"

"you're worse than my little brother"

like really very cute leh.

then after that is like they wanted to go down the bus.

then they don't want to wake rajeev up.

nabil: later he wake up you see his face.

idris: shh shh, don't wake him up.

me: what the, walau damn bad sia.

hahah, i didn't expect the boys to be so noisy and funny lah :D
especially ziquan & nabil, i thought they never talk one.

but nabil ended up talking for the whole bus journey.

idris also keep disturbing me one loh.

&& now i know how irritating the girls in my class is.

i'll try my best not to be as irritating as them.

Another busy week just passed. haha. not really :/

But how many people actually cherish every moment they have..

Nowadays I have been thinking.

am i true to my feelings?

am i true to him?

the answer is yes :)

I love you. haha (:

Anyway, went back to QNPS band just now.

I see really big improvements in their playing and attitude.

Unlike 2 years ago, when everything was hectic.

They really are improving and going up, all of them.

I feel so proud of them, they are independent :)

But having said so I am still asking myself,

am i improving like my dear juniors?

Have i asked more for myself & stop judging others?

i guess it is no.

But I am still trying my best..

Give me some time.

1. In knowledge we grow, what about spiritually?

In new year, do we have greater faith, greater love and greater grace?

2. In God's church(ourselves), is the Holy Spirit still there, is God's glory still in us?

Are we living like a Christian?

Is our church growing or not?

Is it improving or deproving?

We see our church, ourselves, are we crying for days?

Those that repend and ask God for forgiveness, God will forgive.

3. We have knowledge, we don't act it.

-> We have faith, we don't have actions.

-> Love God, love people.

-> Judge ourselves, not others.

-> God gave us, what did we do?

-> Reflect the first time we accepted Christ.

-> Did we bother about our spirtual lives?

4. God is a rightful judge, you sin, he judge.

you have faith, love and hope, he rewards.

When you love him, he loves you.

When you love him, he is always with you.

When you sin, he scatters you.

When you repent, he gathers you back.

5. Nehemiah 1:10

Who are we? A live that God(Jesus) sacrificed for us.

God put his glory down, FOR US

Born as a human, mocked, led a poor life.

Did we live and grow like the way we have to?

God listen to Nehemiah's prayer.

And God gave Nehemiah everything he needed.

6. When you are willing to repent, with actions, God helps you.

Nehemiah 2:20 - We don't take good care of our body.

We sin, we have weeds in our hearts, SATAN LAUGHS.

Its not that we don't have holy spirit,

its that the holy spirit CANNOT be with our sinful hearts.

God's love is forever, God's judgement is rightful,

every bad thing ends, God's love is still there.

7. If we are willing to bother about our spiritual life,

God will give everything to us, God will be with us.

We need to live for God, we need to change ourselves,

only then can we change the church,

then we can change the world,

from ourselves therefore we influence others.

"WITH GOD, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE."

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.

super boring :/

was suppose to sit at the side there and then can sms.

but sacrificed for lucas and sat infront. -.-

but since he also cannot sms, so nvm.

can talk, cannot sms, exchange oh?

science teacher, demanding, english teacher, friendly.

so i've been sitting with lucas the whole day and totally talking about craps, pointless and super no link with the subject stuffs.

we were laughing over the science teacher. hahahaha.

then after went home, went to meet bb.

Awesome ~

i love you. ♥

BOLD anything true

I’m loud.
I’m obnoxious.
I’m sarcastic.
I’m cocky.
I cry easily.
I have a bad temper.
For the most part, I don’t like people.
I’m easy to get along with.
I like to fight.
I have more enemies than friends.
I’ve smoked.
I’ve smoked weed.
I drink coffee.
I clean my room daily.

My Appearance
I’m shorter than 5’5.
I wear makeup
I wear a piece of jewlery at all times.
I wear contacts.
I wear glasses.
I’ve had braces.
I have braces.
I change my hair color often.
I straighten my hair often.
My ears are pierced.
I have small feet.

Relationships
I’m in a relationship now.
I’m single.
I’m crushin’.
I’ve missed an ex before.
I’m always scared of being hurt.
An ex has physically abused me at least once.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve been in love more than two times.
I believe in love at first sight.
I believe lust is more important than love.


Friendships
I have a best friend.
I have at least ten friends.
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
I’ve beaten up a friend.
I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been on a train.
I’ve left the state/province.
Someone close to me has died.
I’ve taken a taxi.
I’ve taken a city bus.
I’ve taken a school bus.
I’ve gone bungee jumping.
I’ve made a speech.
I’ve been in some sort of club.
I’ve won an award.
I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
I’ve been in a physical fight.


Music
I listen to country.
I listen to pop.
I listen to techno.
I listen to rock.
I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
I hate the radio.
I download music.
I buy CD’s.


Television
I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
I watch soap operas daily.
I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.
I’ve seen and like The OC.
I’ve seen and like One Tree Hill.
I’ve seen and like America’s Next Top Model.
I’ve seen and like Popular.
I’ve seen and like House.
I’ve seen and like 24.
I’ve seen and like CSI.
I’ve seen and like Everwood.


Family Life
I get along with both of my parents.
My biological parents are still together.
I have at least one brother.
I have at least one sister.
I have at least one step brother/sister.
I have at least one half brother/sister.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I’ve ran away from my home.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve made my parents cry.
I’ve lied to my parents.
I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.
I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.


Hair
I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
I’ve been blonde.
I’ve had black.
I’ve been red.
I’ve been light brown.
I’ve been medium brown.
I’ve been brown.
I’ve had streaks.
I’ve had purple/pink.
I’ve been blue/green.
I’ve gotten my hair thinned.
I use conditioner.
I’ve used silk therapy.
I’ve used hot oil treatments.
I’ve curled my hair.
I’ve straightened my hair.
I’ve ironed my hair.
I’ve braided my hair.
I’ve had/want dreadlocks.


School
I’ve thrown something at a teacher.
I’ve yelled at a teacher.
I’ve been suspended.
I’ve had an in-school suspension.
I’ve been sent to the principal’s office.
I’ve walked out of class.
I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
I’ve failed a test.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
I’ve failed Art.
I’ve failed P.E.
I’ve failed Math.
I’ve failed Science.
I’ve failed another class.
A teacher has called my parents.
I’ve been caught skipping.
I’ve been on the honor roll.
I’ve been on effort honor roll.

Went to watch this with Henry yesterday.
Really nice, really felt that the world existed.
But too much of a fast motion movie.
Eyes were so pain and tired somemore sitting at the second row.
Felt like 3D, hehe :)

I wait and wait but you never come online..

Hi.

Been quite busy these few days.

Finally can rest tomorrow!

Bandbandband, churchchurchchurch, badmintonbadmintonbadminton <3

Holiday so fun, just that...

homeworks yet to complete :o

Anyway, Friday was, band, badminton, bowling!

3bs hahahahaha.

Badminton with Amanday, Jodie and Kailun :)

Bowling with church ♥

Saturday was band festival, so cool, fun!!

Then went to church & Henry's sharing was simply awesome

Haha, Sunday was church then 18chefs :)

Went to badminton at changi with

Amanday, Amandaw, Zafrul & Felicia

Hehehe the last part was quite fun.

Zafrul do the moves so funny loh, he kept imitating us.

Then went to eat at Ananas with AmandaY

Then saw San mao and benben.

Lol then we kept staring at them.

Then the san mao expression so funny.

HSH and reading jodi picoult's vanishing act.

AWESOME ♥

Botak tree. haha. me and yile was like laughing hell.

Hahah . PULAU UBIN!!

Elvin, Gary, Henry, Henry's friend :)

Haoshan: I'm a jelly fish!

I was like "ahhh! so scary! :(" haha. but the scenery sure was beautiful.

Hello. Yesterday was so fun. Went to Pulau Ubin. Ride bicycle. hahas. (:

THANKS Gary, YiLe, ZhengChuanDao, HaoShan. Hehe. Gary was like a hero yesterday la. hahahahhaha. So the BIG BIG thank you must go to him. Then Yile was like really an angel yesterday too. hahas :) ZCD was like behind me all the while haha. stopping at times. Haoshan was like cycling with me cause her condition was like mine xD

So we went there, then everytime go up slope me and haoshan will be like O.O NO!!! Lucky Gary was there loh. Then the going back part, Gary was like with me lagging behind. while the rest was like uber fast fast reaching there, me and Gary was like,

Me: Ahhhhhhh!

Gary: control your balance, its ok, don't scared.

Me: my hand very tired :(

Gary: Put your palm higher, its ok.

Me: I gonna die already lah.

Gary: Relax relax, nevermind der, relax, just follow me.

Me: So tired

Gary: No more uphill already.. I think

Me: Are you sure?

Gary: If have I'll tell you la, don't worry.

Me: ok, i very scared leh, can i go infront of you.

Gary: okok, come infront, no need scared la. I behind you. Just follow me.

(For once i thought Gary is the best guys in the world.)

haha. what a fun dayyy :) then aft that at night sms Gary then he so emo.

Today was awesome, thats all i can say :)

Just that i didn't know what happened at the last part. Suddenly broke down...

Oh God, I love you :D

Sorry God, I neglected you always.

Hello. Went to church today. Was awesome.
Due to my flu was unable to concentrate during sermon.
Sorry God...
Anyway today's topic was Jesus's second return to Earth
We should EVANGELIZE to the non believers!
Even if they refuse to come we should keep trying.
Tell them how they will suffer from the 7 years of mishap.
I pray that God will give me wisdom to evangelize to people.
and that the Holy Spirit will touch my heart,
that when i'm evangelizing, it is not me but the Holy Spirit working.
I pray that the people would also understand what I'm saying.
I pray that Macedonia YF will grow even bigger in size and spiritually.
God.. You're always here for me
When I need you, you always helped me.
You always comforted me.
but when I don't need you, I dumped you aside
I know how you feel.. Sorry GOD.
I pray that I'll not neglect God easily. :)
Amen.