Hello everyone,

So after a longgggg hiatus i decided to come and blog again haha!

i was reading yiying's blog and all the old posts and i miss her sooo much :( i wish she would come back to church. She's such a fun and bubbly and lovable girl and i think we all miss her very much.

I remember when i first saw her i was like really really scared of her because she looks damn fierce haha but after that we gradually got closer and i think she's super funny and weird (sometimes) haha but she's damn good to me la.

Was looking through my phone contacts and sadly after changing many phones I lost her number :( And i think it would be awkward to talk to her on facebook? in case she doesn't reply (sobs) but i think she will la haha.

Maybe the only thing i can do now is to keep her in prayers and really pray that she keeps her faith in God and soon come back to church again after putting down the past and really know the purpose of coming to church - to worship God and serve Him (不看人，不看环境）

I just want to emphasize that i missssssss her like crazy and she is definitely someone that has made an impact in my life:) i wish she could read this but i don't think she even knows my blog? haha.

1.28AM now... time to sleep.. bye guys! zzz

Henry 宝贝

We must always keep our focus on God, 在主爱中成长! 彼此相爱! 爱神爱人! 😊

God will make a way.

God will forgive us. He doesn't promise that we'll always escape the consequences of our wrong choices, but he does promise that he'll always forgive us and cleanse us.

When we make a wrong choice, the best way to respond is not to run, but to repent, to admit our sin, and to seek God's forgiveness.

Today i confessed my wrongdoing, i prayed for guidance. Prayed for direction. God makes a way. I really thank God for all the people in my life. King of kings, Majesty, dying for me, exceeding grace for an undeserving guy like me. I pray to love Him deeper and deeper in life. And i ought to work for Him. 求主給我一顆心，为你而活。我愿意降服。

I John 2:1 NKJV

My little children, these things I write to you, so that you may not sin. And if anyone sins, we have an Advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous.

I used to think that it was okay to Sin because I have an advocate with the Father. And as long as I confess even if it is insincere God would forgive me. So I continue to lead a sinful life. But after I have been found was God brought me back to him again, I truly understand the reason why Jesus Christ must be our advocate. God does not want us to sin. He hates it when we sin. And he gets very upset every time we sin. Because he loves us so much he does not want us to face the torment of hell. So he gave his one and only Son for us. As the song goes 有一位神,高坐在荣耀的宝座,却死在十架挽救人堕落。 God does not want me to sin. So I shouldn't use Jesus my advocate as an excuse to sin. If u love a person. You would not want to do anything that make the person you love upset. So if I truly believe in Christ and love God. I should do my best not to sin. :)

Delight in the Lord. And wait upon Him.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WPxZVCflpTs&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Patience?

11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.12 Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. 14 I will be found by you,” declares the Lord, “and will bring you back from captivity.[b] I will gather you from all the nations and places where I have banished you,” declares the Lord, “and will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into exile.”
Jeremiah 29:11-14

God always has the best plan for us. He will not harm us and he knows what is the best for us. God promises us that he will listen to our prayers too so we should not stop praying no matter how hard the situation is. Lean not to our own understanding but we should submit to him, only then can we find true joy and happiness.

5 Trust in the Lord with all your heart
    and lean not on your own understanding;
6 in all your ways submit to him,
    and he will make your paths straight.[a]

Proverbs 3:5-6

We should also seek Him with all our hearts, not half-hearted. I'm sure i would be quite upset if God does his promises half-heartedly. God should be my priority above all things and all things will fall nicely. Studies, relationships, band, family, friends. 

我 们 晓 得 万 事 都 互 相 效 力 ， 叫 爱 神 的 人 得 益 处 ， 就 是 按 他 旨 意 被 召 的 人 。

Therefore, i should be patient and seek even greater patience from God so that I will not sway towards worldly pleasures, Lord please let me be patient, because I know you have your own time to do what is best for me.

:)

Went for camp for the past 3 days. I am glad to say, through this camp, God brought me back to him. Thank you God for finding me when I was lost.

Anyway back to the camp, I really learnt how to love people. Even if that person is "not lovable" you still have to love him. Because you are unlovable and unworthy of God too, but he still loves you unconditionally.

And my faith is reaffirmed. Christ the Lord is my savior. :) never felt happier.

Henry is so handsome!

Henry is so handsome and cute!

Christmas eve ^^

Hihi everyone. It's christmas eve!! it's the time of the season to be joyful yay *-*



Today was a nice day! spent the day with Henry finding new specs because mine broke. He was choosing between the pixelated one and the limboseng specs haha. in the end we figured out that the limboseng specs makes him look more 帅. yeah! And due to my ridiculously high astigmatism,  I couldn't make a new specs, if not i would have bought the harry potter's one haha so i changed the frame which cost about $40, reasonable? After that we just went to TM to "slack" lol and henry was reading this blog hahahah i was so childish trying to act mature in typing last time i can't even stand myself?
Anyway went to yc laoshi's house in the evening! Baoyu laoshi cook christmasyyy dinner for us :p Everything was nice and anan and juju really grew up so much, and they were so welcoming! :) Like i haven't seen them in so long and they were so nice to me and all *aww*. and anan forgot my name after like... 15minutes? lol sad. But they were still very cute and very welcoming ahh *melts*. I think the visit was a really nice one and yc's new house is really pretty and "dream-house" like. haha! i still remember when juju and anan were so small and chubby and cute they were really very adorable and it is really nice to watch them grow up. I hope that they would grow up to be good christians like their parents :)

Anyway, Christmas is TOMORROW! I forgot how i actually celebrated christmas last year... oh no i have such poor memory :( This year Christmas i would be celebrating in church again. Really looking forward to it. I really enjoy going church and being close to God again lol I feel like i want to know God more and not go to church for the sake of it. so, yay to me! And camp in a few more days~ really tight and busy schedule i know God will take care of me :)

hi. guys.
life has been pretty mundane.
should i private this blog? i mean nobody even reads it.
i think i should just private it and rant everything and just write the names down.
okay i should.
but like that nobody knows what i'm doing.
i'm like practically talking to myself.
gosh. to private or not private. alright i shall.